Struggles of a teenager

Growing up all I ever wanted was to be an adult to enjoy freedom and do as I pleased not knowing I would be having so many responsibilities.

If I would of known what I know now I would of stood a child.

The sad part is this generation don’t care

they want to do what they want to do no matter what happens

So is being a strong parent bad

Is requesting the right things to much for them

Or do we just let them. Be ?


Losing that inch of air

Not understanding why you unable to relax

Unable to breath

Trying to find that trigger that’s calling your anxiety

Finding that the person around you has triggered every pain with in you

When you trying to just breath and let it all go

I was told tears bring hope and new things may grow

But how, how can I breath again

Maybe I would have to follow what “ Psalms 126” says once again

“When the Lord restored the fortunes of Zion, we were like those who dreamed. Our mouths were filled with laughter, our tongues with songs of joy. Then it was said among the nations, “The Lord has done great things for them.” The Lord has done great things for us, and we are filled with joy. Restore our fortunes, Lord, like streams in the Negev. Those who sow with tears will reap with songs of joy. Those who go out weeping, carrying seed to sow, will return with songs of joy, carrying sheaves with them.”
‭‭Psalms‬ ‭126:1-6‬ ‭NIV‬‬

Just cry and breath

Your silly blogger

Meli Mel 🙌🏼

What path

Ever wonder why people come into our life’s

Why have they cross our path

Whats lessons do we have to learn from each one

We ask why

Why has to many path to many options

Why was he in mine

Why have he touched a broken heart

Someone who cold and numb

Can I feel again

Can I smile once more

No one ever knows why have you crossed my path

But there’s a saying

We die once’s

But we live everyday to learn why

So they cross our path ???

Your silly blogger

Melimel 💋

A beautiful soul

My beautiful angel me hace falta una amiga como tú b voy a tener otra vez me hace falta hablar contigo cuando tú eres la única persona que me entendía la única amiga que me dijera la verdad en mi cara una madre de corazón me haces mucha falta

Ask yourself?

How do we set our heart for God?
When we worry so much and have so much worries in our hearts ?
How can I focus in God ?
When all my worries keeps us out of focus?
What’s important is not always a priority

what not important is priority ?
Think about it
Learn how to trust god!
The kingdom of god is the growth of our fruits within our hearts !

Unknown Feelings ?

So many different emotions running around me so much fear and waste I haven’t let go off.

Not knowing what I’m feeling,

Not understanding why I’m so lost in faith.

so much that I’ve seen that it isn’t the enemy speaking is the actions I’ve observed from those who question other’s ways.

handling so much pain which it isn’t so understanding in his grace.

I asked so many times why am I having these unknown feelings?

why am I giving up so fast,

unknowing how to explain my feelings

unknown how to feel

why I ask but I haven’t received no reply no answer in no way.

why we here in this earth to struggle to endure so much pain

feeling lost isn’t the worst is not having a feeling to any emotion

not caring

Till is to late

with one call everything falls and breaks

I ask why?

so much pain?

Why me? it isn’t fair life is so unfair, I’ve done everything right everything i had to do but what did i do to feel all this pain this numness.

Oh Lord why?

maybe one day when I’m gone; maybe someone may give me the right answer, so when someone else asks the same thing they would find it.

life is funny and at the same time people are so evil not knowing they just hurting themselves.