So many different emotions running around me so much fear and waste I haven’t let go off.
Not knowing what I’m feeling,
Not understanding why I’m so lost in faith.
so much that I’ve seen that it isn’t the enemy speaking is the actions I’ve observed from those who question other’s ways.
handling so much pain which it isn’t so understanding in his grace.
I asked so many times why am I having these unknown feelings?
why am I giving up so fast,
unknowing how to explain my feelings
unknown how to feel
why I ask but I haven’t received no reply no answer in no way.
why we here in this earth to struggle to endure so much pain
feeling lost isn’t the worst is not having a feeling to any emotion
Till is to late
with one call everything falls and breaks
I ask why?so much pain?
Why me? it isn’t fair life is so unfair, I’ve done everything right everything i had to do but what did i do to feel all this pain this numness.
Oh Lord why?
maybe one day when I’m gone; maybe someone may give me the right answer, so when someone else asks the same thing they would find it.
life is funny and at the same time people are so evil not knowing they just hurting themselves.